How do you stay confident when your first draft feels soulless?

How do you know when you actually need more rest vs when you're just coming up with excuses not to write?

What do you do on the days when you genuinely hate your book and feel like a total hack?

I get these questions all the time, and instead of explaining these concepts in theory, I'm inviting you behind-the-scenes while I actively revise the (very, very bad) first draft of my 2027 novel.

You'll get a raw, unedited look at the way I stay on top of my (anxious, ADHD) brain through all the ups and downs of revising a book.

This isn't a "how to revise" course. 

It's full transparency about all the fears, triumphs, and breakthroughs of revision. You'll see how I talk to myself at each step of the process, how I go from freaking out to creative breakthroughs, and how I navigate all the life stuff that can get in the way of a writing a novel. 

Most importantly, you'll see what it looks like to build a sustainable writing life that centers creative joy... even on deadline. 

THE DETAILS

By joining this experience, you will receive: 

• Exclusive online access to an organized library of recorded videos where I detail every milestone and breakthrough during the revision process -- from the initial read through of the first draft all the way until the book is turned into my editor

  • Videos will be recorded and shared on an ongoing basis as the revision process unfolds and the number of uploads each week will vary, but you can expect at least one every week until deadline (but likely more - I'm chatty)!

• A comment section under each video where you can ask questions and request the types of insights I share next (for example: I don't plan to get into the weeds of my revisions process, but if you want to see my spreadsheets or an explanation on how I tackle certain types of changes, I'll share what I can!) 

• A transparent look into what my writing life looks like as a full-time author (the good, the bad, and everything in between) 

This experience is not a training or workshop -- I won't be teaching my revision process or getting into the specific details about the book I'm writing. Instead, you'll get to see in real-time how I manage my emotional experience to get the most enjoyment (and productivity) out of the last 90 days of my deadline. 

Please note: There are no refunds. Purchase with love and consideration.